Journey of my Soul

I am on a journey to begin to find someone to care about. I have my two kids and they make me realize I need to take care of myself more. I need to be a better role model. I am the example they are following. To begin my journey I have started dating recently. Not one girl but several at once in order to see what is out there. Looks matter a little but I have found that sometimes very attractive women are less fun and caring to be with.

I have started dating a lady in which I am enamored by and that scares me a little. I am lost as to what to do because I don't want to mess this up. We were supposed to hang out last night when I got off work but a flight was delayed and ended up pushing it way past my bedtime. I was pretty infuriated that it happened last night. There is always tomorrow i say to myself.

Having free time has been hard to find the past few months. I have been watching my kids full time because there mother is in the hospital on bed rest. 3 more weeks for sure possibly another month until i have them the normal 50% of the time. It has been great having them all the time. I have learned a lot about myself during this time. Learned even more about my wonderful family helping me out! They have been my angels.

This is my first blog post on here and that makes me wonder if anyone will actually read this. if you do please respond and help me out with great conversation!