Bed time...

I went to put my kids to bed last night and I almost started crying because I realized I won't have them to put to bed for almost a week. I have taken care of them since Halloween and the time flew by so quick that I didn't realize it was going back to the norm so soon. I am going to miss putting them to bed. I might have a drink and go to bed early tonight. I will be all alone again in my house. Kind of sad to think about but overall it could be nice to just relax without worrying about them. I am hoping I get to spend time with some friends I haven't seen in awhile and also hoping I get to make some new friends to. I am looking ahead to the weekend when I don't have to work. I hope all of you reading this have a wonderful week. I am praying for the people of Haiti and I hope everyone else is to. Good Night all!

Big Weekend...maybe!

This will be the first weekend since Halloween I have not had my kids. It is definitely a strange feeling to have an entire weekend to myself. Amber is taking the kids to Cincinnati to see her sister. To bad my new schedule begins on Monday and so I will only have a 2 day weekend. I am hoping to do something real fun this weekend but it can't be expensive because I am broke! Also during the week I won't see them but I still have to work like normal. I won't have to get up as early so I may go out during the week to see what is happening in this town!

I went to the doctor on Friday and she told me I still have an ear infection. I haven't been able to hear out of my right ear for over 5 weeks now! It has been an adjustment for me to listen only with one ear. I now have ear drops and pills. This is the third round of antibiotics I will have been on. I am hoping this round does the trick! That is about all that is new with me for now! I will try to keep this updated as much as I can!

Please keep me in your prayers as I journey through life!

2010 a new year!

It has been crazy the past ten days. A lot has happened with Amber. As of yesterday my kids have a new sister named Olivia. She was 5lbs 14oz. She was born at only 34 weeks gestation. So she was a big girl for her age in womb. She seems healthy and has not been in the NICU at all. Amber told me today she was planning on taking the kids on her days from now on so my adventure in full time single parenting seems to be over. I am excited to finally have time to spend with people and don't always have to juggle my kids around in order to do so. One thing I have learned is that I am definitely more understanding of people who raise kids being single. Whether it be through divorce. death, or just getting knocked up by a loser it is difficult to raise kids by yourself.

It may be awhile beteween my responses because I no longer have the internet at home. I have deemed it not something I need to survive.

About that girl I am seeing...there is something about her kiss. It intoxicates me. If she reads this she already knows she is special. Here is to hoping 2010 is a year with great memories and lots of fun.